Monday, March 08, 2010
|12:31 AM|
i realised its been a really long time since i last posted in this space.
anyways, CNY has passed and there has been gains and losses to people around me.
I try to stand oblivious to change and progress but it always seems to catch up to me.
Tomorrow i will be starting my new job at Takeda as a temp research technician. hope i settle in quickly and get used to the working lifestyle.
Oh well, as per usual, without thinking about stuff, it usually makes the mind a lot easier to manage.
It will be a long time to the next one
And I realized...
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
|1:24 PM|
finally can blog here after much troubles last night...
its hurts when you not know whats going to happen
it hurts more when you do
after speaking to clp, i realised how much that four letter word really means
to love someone is to let someone go
with that, i hope the people i DID let go are in a much better state than they once were
i only want you to be happy, thats all i really want
all i can do is to support you and cheer you on, and be there for you if you should fall.
thats what little brothers do right?
M&M :)
And I realized...
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Thursday, January 14, 2010
|12:36 PM|
David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, ooh.
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I'm just a little too not over you
And I realized...
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
|9:26 PM|
10 more days before heading back to the little red dot.
can't say how excited i am to be heading back after 5 months here in vietnam
nevertheless, i'm really sad to be leaving the wonderful people here (especially a few ): )
oh well, for now i've to concentrate on my work and churning out the damn report.
good luck to myself
it felt different when you called my name, it just felt 'different'
And I realized...
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Friday, January 08, 2010
|12:17 AM|
Title : Please Forgive Me
Artist : Bryan Adams
Album : Please Forgive Me
It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss
It's getting better baby
No one can better this
Still holding on
You're still the one
First time our eyes met
Same feeling I get
Only feels much stronger
I wanna love you longer
Do you still turn the fire on?
So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it go
So if I love you a little more than I should ...
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me (Oh believe it), every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
Still getting closer baby
Can't get closer enough
Still holding on
You're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all the moves
I remember you yeah
I remember the nights, you know I still do
So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it go
So if I love you a little more than I should ...
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me (Oh believe it), every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Guitar solo
The one thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
The one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm praying
That's why I'm saying
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Babe believe it, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, if I can't stop loving you
No, believe, I don't know what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
I can't stop ... loving you ...
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played on channel V
i don't wanna miss a thing... :)
And I realized...
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Tuesday, January 05, 2010
|11:53 PM|
Khi sương tan mau chút ánh sáng nhạt màu,
Con đường xa khuất nhau.
Từng ngày đợi chờ thêm bao nhiêu bỡ ngỡ,
Chắc có lẽ thôi mộng mơ.
Bao năm qua đi cố giữ lấy được gì?
Thôi đành cay khóe mi…
Hay là cơn mưa phương xa vui hơn nơi đây gió lớn?
Sớm mai em thường nhớ ai?
Ngày nào em gót chân lạnh giá mưa dần khuất xa.
Ngày nào anh trái tim vụn vỡ trong từng giấc mơ,
Yêu thương đã lỡ…
Từng ngày nhìn mưa vội vàng nụ cười ai ngập tràn,
Nghe bao nhiêu suy tư như đang khóc òa.
Giờ bên em tuyết trắng hay ngày đang có nắng?
Liệu rằng em có nhớ mưa này chăng?
Từng ngày chờ mong điều gì nụ cười ai diệu kỳ,
Em ngày nào thật hiền dần dần tan biến theo mưa bao nhiêu muộn phiền.
Vỡ tan như chiều vàng chờ cơn mưa dịu dàng đến bên hiên nhẹ nhàng
…Cứ ngỡ giữ mãi trong mơ…
Rồi sớm bỗng thức giấc ta còn đây bao nhiêu niềm nhớ oh oh.
disappear!
its a good song i couldn't resist putting it up again
And I realized...
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|6:13 PM|
sometimes you just gotta realize that you just CAN'T get everything you want in the world
There's always gonna be another mountain
I always gonna wanna make it move
its always gonna be an uphill battle
and sometimes i gonna have to lose
giving up is as painful as giving in, is it always ?
借酒消愁 - drown in sorrows
perhaps being drunk isn't that bad after all...
And I realized...
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Monday, January 04, 2010
|9:43 PM|
i hate being alone :(
its worse when you're unwell cooped up in the hotel and have tonnes of work to do but have no mood to work on it.
a call would go a long way...
And I realized...
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